One of those Days

So I had one of those days where it was just a typical day. Rocked up at work and as usual did what had to be done. So the half day of work was all good, seriously while I'm working I'm actually enjoy it but at the same time i know that work takes up a majority of my time and balancing that with what free time i have left is a challange itself.

Reason why i enjoy work and also can i say happy while at it is because i do not have to think of anything else but work, My current workplace provide enough challanges in my path that im constantly learning new stuff each and every day.

Other places that i enjoy is when i play basketball and just chilling to my favourite music or watching my favorite tv shows.

The problem is when im not doing any of these, my mind start to wonder and i begin to think of my life and where should i go from here=\.



How does this relate to my day?, well i headed to Ikea to have a look, since i now work in the north of perth and im only less than 5min away from it, i thought i finally check it out. I was surprised by how big the place was, I know i will go there now whenever i need to purchase something for the home.
Well as i started in the second floor where it was the main show floor i was checking out ideas on how I would design my home since alot of stuff i seen on the web are related to using ikea designs. However as i was thinking about it i was also thinking about when will i be able to get my own home and if i do will i ever be happy with it?. I mean owning a home is not an easy investment and will i ever be able to afford it alone?.

With all that running though my mind, I decided I already been thought the whole store and head for the checkout with the small stuff i decide to buy, but as i was on my way back i bump into a mate of mine that is a casual bball friend on mine. He was doing some shopping for his new house with his GF, It was great to meet someone i know out from so far up north and we chatted abit before parting our separate ways. At first it was nothing, but deep down within, i really do wish i had someone to go shopping for homeware, especially for a new house.

After that i decided i wanted to just go home have lunch and relax at my computer. I would normally go to the courts to do some training, but my grand final is coming up on monday and my injuries is still bugging me and since alot of training on friday i decided to rest and go down sunday, but i would of really wanted to go:(

Well my relaxation at the computer never happened, because as soon as i came back i was bombarded with more tech help from my dad wanting to learn some more on how to watch his movies on the computer. Normally it alright i can help him when im not particularly busy, but i've only just walk though the door after coming back from the depressing thoughts i've had, all i wanted more was to just do what i had plan.

So I kinda shoved off helping dad for the time being, and ate my lunch, it was a great lunch but it was rushed as since one of my personality was about caring for other imo, i could get the thought of not helping him out of my mind, so i help him with wat he wanted and that wat happen during the rest of the arvo.

I mean i dun mind helping, but it need to be timed properly, during the weekday are fine but the worst is saturday arvo, my work week has ended and all i want is fun fun fun:(.

Im glad that not long after that ordeal, my favorite cousins came over and it was really when my weekend started, i was almost instantly happy and it was the best thing that happen on this day. The day ended with some nice long chat session and the finishing of this first post.

I may have over expressed some of the feeling i had today or i may have not since these feeling are hard to express and i had to dig really deep within to reach for them
There are unanswered question and the future is still untold. Im just hoping that the road ahead will be a good one


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Ben Ben